Sadly , it’s not staying up till 3am listening to spotifys sad songs playlist while you dry the tear from your cheek before it runs down and hits the sheets ,It’s not standing under the shower letting the water run down your back while you drown your front with your own tears, It isn’t even being able to stay in bed for days until it goes away..
….it is trying to put on makeup at 7am for an hour because tears keep cracking the concealor. . Its laughing ,dancing and sipping on gin. Its smiling and then it’s not. Its running on a treadmill as fast as you can just so you can feel your heart pump as hard as it is. Its putting on your jeans , doing your hair and going out. Its cooking dinner. Its being happy today and not tomorrow.
Emotions can take over you and grow inside you. And sometimes we don’t get to stay in bed until it feels ok again. Sometimes we live life and deal with the waves as they come. And that’s okay.
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